Sunday Stew: Who I Am
by Matt Sedillo
Plato
In a cave
Shakespeare
At the Globe
Napoleon
On the Rhine
All roads
Lead to Rome
Jefferson
In his study
Alexander
Cried
Lincoln
Freed the slaves
And history
Would not lie
Washington
On the Delaware
Take time
To learn
Your forebears
They
Are you
Though
You
Are not
You are
Nowhere
Born
Of nothing
History
Is written
To keep
Its victims
Learn
To think
English
Swarthy horde
Barbarian at the gate
Even in insult
Color
Erased
From the soil
Roots
To be razed
You
Of burn codice
You
Without legacy
Skin
Without myth
Blood
Without legend
You bastard children
Never
Seem to learn
Your lesson
The academy
Is no game
Of call
And response
It is the smoke rising
Of burning village
Europe
More construct
Than continent
Less land mass
Than concept
More west
Than civilization
More land grab
Than destination
White
Something
I was taught
When I was young
I was not
A place
Where the census
Now tells me
To check
A box
Of Hispanic
Descent
Burned down the past
Now back for the rest
Claw
All that
Indigenous
From my chest
Born stateless
Heir to every injustice
Every pen
Every blade
Every cannon
Every burnt page
Born of 1846
Or was it 1538
1519
1492
Or of nothing
Of no one
The unsung ballad
Of history's
Forgotten son
Tell me again
Who it is
That I am not
For some
Old world hardships
Crashed
Against new shores
Newfoundland
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New York
Plymouth Rock
For others
Pushed off
Turtle Island
Atzlan
Do not call this brown
Skin immigrant
Child of the sun
Son of the conquest
Mestizo blood
Born of the streets
Of South Seattle
Who draws his breath
From different winds
Learns the past
In a different skin
Do not tell him
In what native tongue
His song would best
Be sung
Do not tell me
Who I am
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